Some more time has passed, and I am fully engaged in a full schedule. An LSAT Couse that I should dedicate more time to. Full time work as a dock boy at Meier and Frank, now Macy’s. It is funny how much more time I had for personal things when I was single. Now, much of my free time is taken up with Amanda. I am not complaining at all, but there are some things that just need getting done. I try and dedicate a little time to family history a week, but I have received several letters, and some photos which have required more time. I work a full 8 hours a day, Monday – Friday, which I very much enjoy. However, the hours are from 6-3. I am getting used to it, but Amanda likes to stay up late, so I usually get to bed later than I like. That is slowly changing. The nice thing is when I get off, I have plenty of time to get things done.
We are settled in and happy in Provo. I am not sure we care to totally much of the ward. Some pretty blatant false doctrines are taught in Sunday School and Elder’s Quorum. The one two weeks ago was a classic…Did you know that God always gives conflicting commandments? It was a new lesson to me. He cited the appearing conflicting commandments of the Garden of Eden. The teacher basically lectures and does not encourage class participation. What gets me is that people just nod their heads and agree. Being a new position I am in an awkward position of whether I should say anything. The last time I did, the class basically attacked me. It was completely ad hominem, rather than using scripture to back up the doctrine being taught, it was personal attacks on me. But since I was new, they didn’t really have anything on me, so it was pretty sad. However, the main point against me was that the devil is one who destroys and tears down, that the devil brings contention. I was not contentious though, I promise. I only commented that I understood differently, that the doctrine appeared incorrect, and that I would like references from the scriptures and priesthood leaders. I also commented that professors from BYU, or other published authors do not speak for the church and were in my mind inappropriate for Sunday School. Anyhow, some other of the doctrines which have been classics taught in Sunday School and Elder’s Quorum: If you do not use the Priesthood, you lose it!; those who are members of the church are better than those who are outside, we are more special, and should rest easy knowing we are chosen of God (sounds awfully Rameumptum to me!); and individuals being chosen by God has nothing to do with their actions (previous to this life, or current).
Well, since I have referenced them, I better tell the doctrine as I see it.
We are commanded to go forth and multiply and we are commanded that only within marriage are sexual relations to exist. Darn it, another one of those conflicting commandments, better choose the better one and hope God will provide a Saviour for you as well. This is so blatantly myopic that it shocks me that people just shake their heads and agree. It is all a manner of timing. It is the same thing with Adam and Eve, they were to multiply and replentish the earth, but without the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, they could not. It was all a matter of time, just like we are to wait before we have children. Remember, Satan was only doing that which was done in other worlds, giving the fruit of the tree to Adam and Eve. He wanted to be God, the Saviour (Moses 1:19) and would obviously do what he could to take control of the plan and screw it up. Well, he gave the fruit early. The temple makes it so painfully obvious.
As for the Priesthood, if I fell off a cruise ship and was stranded on a deserted island, I would lose the priesthood I hold according to this doctrine, unless I was to give the turtles and trees blessings daily. I don’t have a scripture, but I know that the only time you can lose the priesthood is if a judge in Israel removes it. The amount you use it does not matter, but it is set forward by worthiness, not activity.
God is no respecter of persons. This is a fundamental restored doctrine and one that is clear in the Bible as well. Anyone, anywhere, anyhow, if worthy can return to the presence of God. We do not believe in the jaunty iconoclasm of God playing favorites or choosing one person over another. Then for those who are members of the church, they cannot rest easy, for with the greater light comes great responsibility (or condemnation) and it requires more work, effort, diligence, and faithfulness. Being a member of church should make us work even harder than relaxing and resting on our laurels.
Lastly, that God calls up and makes people chosen. The Saviour himself sets this one straight. 3 Nephi 19:20-22 makes it clear. Those who are chosen are so because they believe. How does God know they believe? He knows because the pray, more than that, they commune with him through the Holy Ghost which the Saviour is teaching us about in those very verses. What is even more, he exemplifies it in prayer himself. (Then he identifies when we pray to Christ instead of the father, that is only when he is in person with us like in D&C 109 when Joseph switches) So, Joseph Smith was chosen because he was a prayerful individual. It was because of that faith (Helaman 5:41) that he was then called to be a prophet. Anyone can be chosen, but not everyone can be called to be a prophet over the whole church. So more appropriately, we say President Hinckley was called to be an Apostle and President of the Church, not chosen; for that has a different meaning we will not go into here.
Anyhow, I suppose if I keep going against the grain, then nobody will like me and I won’t get a calling with much reach or depth (which is both good and bad…natural or spiritual man). I just have to prepare a bit more for Sunday School so as to have scriptures and back up for the false doctrines, because as Elder’s Quorum showed, I have no authority of myself (I did and do not claim any in setting straight false doctrines).
Meier and Frank here is turning out to be very good for me. Not much for using my new degree, but it is work. This job doesn’t help me get into Law School either. But I think oh well, we shall see. Hopefully University of Virginia is not that shallow to put that much weight onto the jobs one has before entering Law School like some universities do. Things are good, and I enjoy the work. Plus I just don’t sit in an office all day which nearly drives me crazy. On the 1st, we became Macy’s. The name change will be enacted on the 9th of September, but I won’t be around for that, so we will continue to call it Frier and Mank. I am really enjoying some of the guys I work with as well. All three of the main guys are salt of the earth. Joe is an Hawaiian, Kyle is 21 and hasn’t been on a mission and can barely read and write, and Steven (the boss) works harder than the other three of us combined. This week has been crazy in preparing for the new corporate leaders to come through (the “big wigs”).
The LSAT Course is going well enough. I am learning all sorts of cool things, but my scores seem to keep going down. My highest score so far is a 153, and I have descended with todays test to a 141. Somehow I expected to head the other direction. I will have to work harder and see what I can work. Today’s test I had no clue on the games section. I felt as dumb as they come. Apparently I was not the only one, which made me feel better, but I have plenty of area to improve. Especially if I have to get over 165 to hope of getting into Virginia. A 170 would secure me a place pretty easy. Yikes, this is going to be hard work.
Well, I sign off. Things are well in Provo, Utah. We march forward.